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I am thankful for... waking up to an argument I wasn't ready for? wrong-o. I'm glad you just try to find reason to get mad at me sometimes. Thanks for ruining what could have been a wonderful morning. Hopefully it won't taint my mood for the rest of the day.
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[16 Nov 2008|10:28pm] |
So I thought he was the only thing I couldn't manage to fuck things up with. I jinxed myself. and I cried, hyperventilated then puked. and then went and drank it away. Typical highschooler.
We talked about it the next day and decided to stay friends.
But then he called and wanted to talk today. I went and talked to him. He said he missed me unbearably, even though I was only gone for a day. I told him that he hurt me and I was not going to have a repeat scenario of that blinded eight months. Convincing me that he still loved me wasn't that hard, I'll always believe every stupid little sweet word that comes of his mouth. Things are unofficial how we want to be. How he wants to be. But he wants me and only me, and I want him and only him. I'm pretty sure that's all that matters.
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[03 Nov 2008|03:20pm] |
There's huge "Re-Elect Shields" sign at the end of Linzie's road. You kind of have to guess if a car is coming or not.
I guessed wrong.
When you're pulling out from a complete stop, not going that fast and someone hits you in the side at 55 mph or maybe more, it hurts. A billion people told me I was lucky to walk away with only aches and pains. The stupid police officer kept asking if I was on drugs or if I was drinking. Um hello? It's 4 in the afternoon, I just came from my house and I'm sixteen years old. I just got in the first car accident ever in my life, plus it was my fault. Of course I'm acting a little off. Of course my eyes were red and puffy, I was crying. The hospital wasn't any better though. Being overly cautious and whatever. I got a neck brace and they had to wheel me in a damn wheelchair for like 20 feet because apparently because my neck and shoulders hurt, my feet didn't work. Didn't give me a pillow because it would bend my neck and I had to lay still without sitting up or twisting or anything for an hour & a half. Now my car's totaled and I have no way to get anywhere. At least our insurance will cover a rental car until we find a new car and then pay for part of that too.
Twilight on the 21st (: (: (:
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[21 Jan 2007|09:31pm] |
We're here. Moved in completely.
My room is bright green.
Life is good.
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[28 Dec 2006|12:32pm] |
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It's official. We're out by January 20th.
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[06 Dec 2006|03:48pm] |
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I've decided that I incessantly make the wrong decision. On one or two things more than others, but all in all, I'm pretty much hopeless.
I would've chosen differently if I would've known what I do now. Isn't that what we all say, though?
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[27 Nov 2006|09:49pm] |
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We went to see Anna yesterday. She's doing amazing. I'm so happy.
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[19 Nov 2006|10:39pm] |
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yay.
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[15 Nov 2006|10:32pm] |
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I need this to be done with.
I need him to show he cares.
I need you right now.
I need to concentrate on things that matter.
for Kermit: Less than a week. We can do this.
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[10 Nov 2006|04:30pm] |
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Everything's really messed up right now.
Too many things are happening at once.
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[29 Oct 2006|09:32pm] |
I guess I should tell you why you're praying for Anna.
She got in a car crash Friday night. They put her into a medically induced coma. We're not sure how bad it is yet. It could be fatal though. Yesterday they were talking about waking her up today, but they decided to wait until Tuesday or Wednesday to try and wake her up at the earliest.
She's doing about the same, which is sort of good 'cause that means she's not getting worse.
I love you Bridin.
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[28 Oct 2006|08:14pm] |
I know most people don't read this, and for those of you who do, aren't like really religous or anything.
But if you could, would you please pray for my friend Anna?
Thank you loves ♥
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[26 Oct 2006|10:03pm] |
The top layer of my tongue peeled off today.
It was weird. I ate too many Warheads, I think.
Regionals are on Saturday and I have to run, which is dumb. I wish I wasn't on Varsity, lucky JV runners don't have to run.
The season is also over on Saturday =[
♥
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[23 Oct 2006|09:41pm] |
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I am a fucking terrible person.
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[20 Oct 2006|10:09pm] |
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Tonight had to be the worst football game I've ever been to. I cried.
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[09 Oct 2006|07:37pm] |
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There is a sign in my front yard.
It makes things too official.
plus my mom's stupid.
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[05 Oct 2006|05:27pm] |
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best friends should not get mad at you.
especially everyday.
Isn't that like, some unwritten rule?
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[30 Sep 2006|01:52pm] |
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dude. I'mma whore.
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[24 Sep 2006|06:27pm] |
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My mom wants to get rid of my dog. =[
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Hmm.
So Freshmen got third at the games. yay I guess. At least we beat the sophmores.
I wish my parents would get a divorce. If they did I wouldn't have to live w/ my mom. That would be nice.
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